Reasons.

Sorry that i have not posted in such a long time. Life, well, has been catching up with me. Once again, this blog is, and should be, theraputic. a place where i can vent, and let everything out. The past 2 weeks have not been easy for me. Dealing with break up, homesickness, misbehaving children, and tension in the home, its hard to keep being positive. I would be so lost if it weren't for my family and friends support back home, and keeping me sane. I have to keep looking forward, and be strong as i finish my time here.. Yes.. you guessed it. I will be moving home Dec 21st. Reasons, i cannot share, but just know that i gave it my all, and it was not because i am homesick.  I am not happy about this, but have put in alot of prayer and talking with my parents and friends, and mutually decided it is whats best. This experience has been a difficult one, but also one that i will cherish and use for a lifetime.. Germany is a beautiful country, with many kind and wonderful people, and i have learned so much. i have made friends here that i will hold for a lifetime, and hopefully will see again some day soon.. but for now, lets have a good last month here, and keep being a positive light! I just wanna thank you all for reading my blog, and continuing your prayers and support, it means so much to me, and i am so thankful everyday..But my journey isnt over...Where am i going next? You'll just have to keep reading ... :)